esthero @ pride 2009 in Toronto

Toronto Pride 2009

Esthero @ Pride- Check out my pics!!!

 

 

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R.i.P Micheal Jackson

Just a couple hours ago I heard a man discussing someones death with a very curious less intimate way. It was wierd, then another man walk passes me and screams Micheal Jackson, not knowing why I ignored it- I mean this isn’t the first that someone screams a name in downtown Toronto. Then I went on facebook and read status updates “WTF seriously MJ’s dead” I immediatly googled Micheal Jackson. First link says MJ is dead. So June 25th 2009 Micheal Jackson is dead.

“Pop star Michael Jackson, who bridged the gap between black soul and white pop music, has died in Los Angeles on Thursday, according to media reports. He was 50.”- CNN

Personally, I thought the MJ that we all grew up with has passed away long before today it just happens that he happened to die physically now. There are some that may agree or disagree but this is my personal opinion. Either way with all the terrible infestation of “pop” music the death of the King of Pop was a symbol of how bad the so called music artist are producing and dance moves that are being choreographed (grinding a microphone, zig zag hand moves and whatever terrible sexual dance moves that 2 year old attemps to dance and recorded by thier parents for YouTube ) but this blog is not to rip on what’s out there but more an MJ WTF I can’t believed he died. As I sit here in rehearsal MJ music is playing on every bar from Adelaide and as I walk home all throughout College st.

More to come….

RIP Micheal Jackson.

getting in touch with the world wide web once again

updates within this week.

.i hate not smoking.

it’s too much-high stress level – can’t avoid that feeling of wanting to yell at someone- keeping your mouth shut when someone says something ignorant. This sucks, it’s all hell and the worst part is that since my lungs are cleaning itself out I’m hacking and coughing like an old man. Attractive- So my new project- to show how gross I feel about smoking now- I’ll try to provoke you with images and Statistics. This is the 5th day I haven’t touched a ciggarette- it’s painful, annoying and utterly imposible to not want to scream and yell. BUT big but- I need to do this for myself. I’m not enforcing non smoking to anyone else but I want to help myself not want to smoke. So ready set …. HACK!

Went to a Rodeo…

My goal was to experience as much as I can and discover as much as I can- so today well this whole weekend I will be at a Rodeo. I took my first-photos I hope you like them.

http://d3scry.wordpress.com/rodeo-erin-ontario/

.no twitter for me.

I tried it and gave it a go-I don’t like it. I don’t really care about people updates and all that jazz.

Facebook, Twitter, wordrpress

Social networking.
Save us.
I’m a hypocrite for doing this though, but who else can I rant too when I can’t sleep?
As addicting as it is, it’s still pretty good for what it is for.
Social networking is for bringing people together.
That’s just it.
I use my blog as a place where I can share to the world how I see things, feel about things, what I encounter.

It’s wierd really- being so open yet not letting anyone know who you are. We are wearing the mask of technology, our alias as our new name and to speak and understand through written messages. We have advanced to a new world- yet why does it feel as if we are loosing touch with our natural selves. We are in the technological world together, we do not communicate face to face, shake hands, and show our pearly whites. No, we facebook poke, we twitter follow, our smile is defined with emotions with symbols. We are brought together by technology but only know each other through the pixels of the screen, photoshoped faces and the avatar that enhances our desired feature.
Bazaar-

I’m on damn twitter.

don’t hate me. i have twittered myself. but not as myself obviously cause that would be shameful as it still is at this very moment. Only those who know me on my blog will point and laugh. but yes I am now on twitter- follow if u must. it’s under d3scry- as always. cheers.

.when things are bad.

never ever let the idea of having a bad week or couple days get to you. no matter how severe that damage is to your lifestyle. no matter what there is a way to get ahead of it and get over it. it will be painful but look at it this way- without the painful expriences, we would have no sense of appreciation for anything. think about it. life is full of consequences of things we are not aware we were at fault for- this is why we look at selves at time and ask: what the hell?- wha the hell? why? why? why? – scream- then collapse at the idea of possibly never being able to return or achieve better that what you had just lost.

here is the obvious solution- go to bed. move on with your day- and find the positive outcome of this. i am not sure if this works for anyone who lost someone i suggest other means of coping, but there are several ways to see a positive and making a dent to the negative that has just occured in your life.

this week i lost two jobs. this risks everything for me because i am now financially unstable- positive outcome- i am ready to concentrate on the projects and event that i am currently working on. a part time job i easy to find if i am eager enough to do it. the money is out there-

A hit on technology overload.

I love Current! It’s a great way to pass time. I’ve clearly been entertained- check out their latest Supernews Video.

Craiglist: Sometimes it’s a good hit or sometimes it’s not.

I honestly don’t know what my mornings without bitter sarcasm.